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Considered danger to oneself. I guess you can put it that way. I really put a front on with my friends and family. I smile laugh and be silly but in side im aching and just want to sleep forever. My mom calls is symptoms of a normal teenager. If only she knew. I play sports and I sing and act. I am a good actor. My parents refuse to believe that I am not depressed that i loathe any sort of happiness. I write but usually they are dark and depressing. I have great friends. I half ass love them to death. I have friends who are extremely popular and I have friends that are extremely nerdy. I usually like to listen to my ipod. Surpisingly it doesnt have any emo I HATE LIFE songs on it mostly idie rock rap. I like the computer but I do have a life. I have scars and im not shy about telling them. I wish for things but yet I know ill never get them. I like movies any kinds really im not picking. I hate food. I hate bitchy people. I rather have friends that are boys then girls. Girls are horrible. My hair is red. I have BRIGHT blue eyes. and im apparently tall (5'8". I hate scales and I like green tea. Cottege Cheese makes me want to vomit. I rather punch my own face then be near a spider. I am scared of alotof things. I have been through more then I should have to at my age. I have been forever branned as a hopeless cause. I seem happy dont I? hah. Well I can be whenever I am with my brother ryan. I ratherly see him he lives with my dad and step mom and my other 2 sisters. He is basically why I wake up in the morning. He is int he army and being shipped out on August 1st. I swear if anything happens to him I am dust. Nothing. Well I guess I told mostly everything. My screen name is blvechck89.. its werid but I had it since 5th grade.

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